thinking out loud...

i like to be attracted to the light.  i remember a time when all i would write about was my love-hate relationship for darkness. it's all dislike now. darkness is ugly. me and a good friend were talking about toxic relationships and as the topic was in the air; darkness loomed over us. i felt it. the universe was telling me that i was speaking bad things. the warning registered as it tapped a newly installed switch: awareness. awareness of more than just me, myself, & what I'M experiencing. im learning that the atmosphere really does speak to us, ever so softly. it responds. it absorbs. it lives and breaths whatever we put into it, completely reflective. & the more i become in tune with how i effect everything around me, the more I'm turned off by exuding negativity. negativity is nothing without people who speak it alive. darkness is nothing but a bunch of people hiding in the same spot attempting to blend in, so concentrated on each other that they don't realize everything else around them. all of the unoccupied negative space to be filled with individual positivity becomes invisible, just like the atmosphere. we end up not realizing that what we don't see is just as important as what we do see. i don't want that for myself anymore. I've removed myself. I'm currently investing in the materials i need to bring life to light. there's so much around us that needs attention other than our selves, so much to be rediscovered and cultivated. turn up the light and let's vibe! let's party! shots of love all around, on me.