i cant bare to sleep after such an act as that
lying on my back
while lying 2 my tact
persuading my rightfully invasive mental
"no need to meddle. it's ok...just settle"
as it plead with my hibernating heart to
"please feel...just this once"
I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED.
instead of forcefully subjecting myself
to such lust-filled lenience of emotionless convenience
& all for the self-gratifying spirit of a someone to whom i matter not
only to temporarily satisfy the lustfully pitiful pleading
of my dejected unrequited being
no real rightful reason
just loneliness
no emotion.
no attatchment.
not even mutual satisfaction.
lying on my back
while lying 2 my tact
persuading my rightfully invasive mental
"no need to meddle. it's ok...just settle"
as it plead with my hibernating heart to
"please feel...just this once"
I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED.
instead of forcefully subjecting myself
to such lust-filled lenience of emotionless convenience
& all for the self-gratifying spirit of a someone to whom i matter not
only to temporarily satisfy the lustfully pitiful pleading
of my dejected unrequited being
no real rightful reason
just loneliness
no emotion.
no attatchment.
not even mutual satisfaction.
SMH.
...that just meant abolutely NOTHING.
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