January 20, 2011

Lifted.

i know i'm not ready but
i need what i'm not ready
for
to thrive
come alive and
survive
in space
space other than that consisting of darkness
nightfall is no longer my friend
it betrayed me
stabbed me in the back
and exposed the secrets i hid within its sea of black
all the while
throwing shade
keeping me confined to its mystery
my existence seemingly hiding within it
when its density
was actually hiding in me
camouflaging
providing the fuel for my darkest dreams
shrinking in fear that someone would shine light
on the truth
life
exists
life exists outside of this abyss
a better soul mate than this
death
dwelling in my skin

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