Eye Spy

don't look into my eyes
and i wont look into yours either
'cause as u open them wider
exposing your internal "insiders"
it all makes sense
too much sense
and since i prefer not to see
i willingly pass on the VIP passes to the e-motion picture you try to disguise
behind your eyes
the story you cant hide
that constantly tries
to find a release through me
each time i look at you
of all of the cries
all of the lies
the heartwrenching goodbyes
and retrospectively regretful hi's
turned lows
the disappointments
the struggles
the culmination of all of your troubles

they shout to be discovered

yearning to be recovered
seeking to be sought within your aperatures of insight
only to be fooled everytime
by the corneal protective glass door impeding its only exit
ridiculed by illuminating hope
falsely promsing an escape from those black holes of confinement
you created
so close and seemingly tangible
but unfortunately still out of reach

however

such an impedement for you
serves as a looking glass for me
allowing me to see through the darkness of your depth
sucked into your black holes
rather than shut out
tuned in with your silence
your spirit speaks to me
explaining the inexplicable
with just one glance through your looking glass

but sadly
your eyes never truly correlate with the upward turn of the corners of your mouth
as you part your lips to say
"im fine"
& i fear all of this someone can see behind mine
so please do me a favor and

just dont look into my eyes